Merry Christmas!! + the inevitable feeling of melancholy

 Hello very much! How are you all? How’s Christmas been? (If you don’t celebrate Christmas, how was this past week?)

Senior Superiority & A Massive Ego

Hey, its been a while. I told myself I would keep updating this but alas, its been like almost 3 weeks…. sorry about that. Finally, all my summatives are done and I’m free!!! Well not really, but if you squint your eyes and but a blindfold on, I’m free.

Seeing Lorde in Amsterdam 24/11/25 & My take on cutting the queue

 So yesterday I saw lorde in Amsterdam!!! 

pulldrone: the wax, the wane, the pull, the drone (pt. 2)

the veil, the maze, the sigh, and the hole

pulldrone: the wax, the wane, the pull, the drone (pt. 1)

 the great dark, the divine theatre, and the pull

my experience as an aromantic asexual person pt.1

 warning: this is going to be completely unscripted, and as someone in the late luteal phase, I’m in the trenches of hormones rn (hence this rant)

I guess i’m writing this because i’m bored as fuck and my hormones are all over the place. So unfortunately, this is like the 3-4 day period where I actually crave some kind of romance/relationship, only to realise that's only in my head. Also, i’m a little worried that 2 of my friends are going to kill themselves, so that's fun.

Everyone Want a Village, But No One Wants To Be a Villager

'protecting your peace, ' a phrase I'm sure you're familiar with, especially since it's become ever-present lately.

Preacher's Daughter: An Analysis

This album is the first in a trilogy about Ethel Cain and her family tree, the whole premise is on intergenerational trauma, religious trauma and living in america (the next albums are supposed to be about Ethels mother and grandmother),,, the record is set in 1991 a decade after the death of Ethel’s father, the towns preacher. Ethel was last seen in Arlington, Texas, on January 13th in a Winn-Dixie parking lot. She was knocked out by a blond man and put into a short bed black pick-up truck.

The Inherent Hypocrisy in Both the Left and Right in Modern US Media

A common trend I’ve noticed in the latest years, especially among the left/democratic parties, is the almost ‘hypocrisy’.

Seeing Ethel Cain in Utrecht 15/10/25

Yesterday I saw ethel cain live in Utrecht!

Perverts: An Analysis

I impulsively went down a rabbit hole of the lore that is all of ethel cain's albums and EPs, so that's how I got here. Honestly, looking at the meanings/inspirations behind all of the tracks on Perverts (released in January 2025) has just made me love the album oh so much more, so I wanted to share it here! If there's anything I'm missing, or maybe some images she posted to her tumblr before she deactivated, I'm all ears!!

The Life of a Showgirl: A Discussion of Poor Songwriting and Conservatism

 For me, I’ve always called Taylor Swift a representative of what I deem “good songwriting”. This past weekend, however, I was reluctant to continue…. This past weekend, Taylor Swift released her 12th studio album, “The Life of a Showgirl”. The album, containing 12 tracks, has left Swifties very torn. I myself am one of them.

First Blog Post!

After wasting a good 4 hours trying to figure out Wix or Squarespace for a blog, I just settled on this. Anyone liking the fancy HTML coding I did to make the background fancy? anyone? (My tumblr is also just as cool looking so check it out!)

I have no idea where this might go, so here goes nothing I guess?